i think i should fade away without telling you what i really think about you.
im here, and you're at the other side of the spinning whirl pool.
its gonna take a lot of guts to tell you, but i guess it doesnt matter to you actually.
maybe theres no point i should tell you. keeping it away from you makes me like you even more.
For once in my life, she stood up amongst the others. nothing will ever change that. but i guess if i let it stain there, it wont bring me any good either. sometimes i feel like by not telling you just makes

me like you.

i realise. il just shrink up whenever its her.

i dont know what is it that made me feel like a coward, i think she really do mean a lot to me.

parliament.

"what a hectic day in school."

i really dint feel like blogging but i just felt like telling you guys what actually happened in school today.
i slept pretty late last night. i woke up with huge eye bags this morning.
my hair is pretty long now. my chief minister from the parliament team asked me to cut my hair because it was long-il explain more about the parliament part later.

after brushing my teeth. i reached for the hair gel on top of wardrobe. i tell you, that dust layer was so thick. i took some and started grooming my hair for the 1st time in 9 years. surprisingly my mom dint even bother to ask me why i did it.haha.

i reached school and my hair was all my friends could laugh of. i seriously look nerdy.

but on the bright side, that new hair style, paid off. discipline teacher did not realise it. haha

today was also the day for the students that will be running for parliament to be interviewed by a bunch of prefects in order for one to be qualified.

i wasnt really interested but i paid 5 bucks just for the form.so, i must well just give it a try then.
when i went in the room, there were roughly 8 prefects sitting infront of me. one came up to me, took a comb and started combing my fringe down. after they found out that my hair is#actually long, they started asking my why can i run for parliament when im having a discipline problem already. i was telling them why, suddenly they started to get aggressive, things they were saying were completely irrelevant. i started to defend myself, in a less aggressive way ofcoures. until i came to a point when they got tired arguing about my hair. spent about 10mins just arguing about that. bodoh owh that pengawas.
i had to pay another extra 2 bucks because my hair was long. what a pile of crap, kutip money only. haha.

i guess thats all for now. adios. =)

you call yourself a blogger?

It has been like a month since i last blog. i guess am just not much of a blogger kind of person.

every time i see my younger sister post something it always reminds how i use to be the one that post the most, and now its like shes the one that blogs more than me. shes post em' everyday.
Kimberly use to say blogging is a way to improve our vocabulary and stuff. i mean it is true, i sort of doubt that. its all crap to me now. haha.

i think i got tired blogging now. perhaps someday il find my interest again in blogging. someday..... i dont think its going to be anytime soon. il never know when my "blogging mood" is going to come back. il just wait. haha.

till next time,

chocolate stabbers.

i need to blog!

Gawd! I really need to post. it has been too long since i last post.

OWH SHIT, I NEED TO GO. be right back

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Last saturday, I went to Elle's birthday(27th june). It was like pool party, loads of fun, dance the night off. Well not exactly the whole night lah. deanna, kim and Marianne mabuk "air syrup". It was a "all-dressed-up-formal party" I gave kim her birthday present early for some reasons. I think she likes it.

Next morning, parents decided to take a day-off. So we all decided to have like a family day out. Went to church in the morning, had breakfast in the canteen at st.simon. After we had our lunch, somewhere, went to get out tickets for Transformers- Revenge of The Fallen at Cathay Cineplex. Took the 7 o'clock show. went to the IT fair at Karamunsing. After that, we went back home for our shower and nap, woke up 6 something to catch our movie. The cineplex was like so full. waiting for the cinema hall to open up. Saw Jasmine's Bestfriend friend, Bianca, what a coincidence, she too, bought her ticket early and was siting right beside us.At first, they got so excited when i checked the ticket for jasmine and told her she was siting beside us. Tergila-gila outside the hall, girls. The movie was super awesome, the best movie of the year, the thriller, the most best graphics, dayyyuummm. Came out from the hall after taking a biiig leak after the movie, i saw Anthea! Anthea Wong. The transformer movie was still playing in my head, i actually forgotten that she just came back from Curtin, not until i reached the car. Kim texted me after she finished her movie, she too, was in shocked. we actually planned the whole "we-must-talk-bout-the-movie" thing. was talking bout Megan Fox, Shia LeBeouf.

School days. As usual, woke up early for school.

5 days went-by in a blink of an eye.

anddd

Here comes the weekend !! =))))

p/s: I've been reading the "new moon" novel, currently on page 252, chapter "Cult".

I'm so watching the movie when its out.

adios barnacle head. =)

LTYC 09. once again.

It was a year ago since i started blogging. It was only last year after LTYC i blog about the camp.

I really wish i have the time to write it in a book about my experience from the camp, but i got lazy so im just gonna crap it all here in my blog.

It was in Pace Bene this time. From the 5th till the 7th of June.

That morning i woke up, went and took my shower, prepare myself, made my last minute packing and off i went to church. Boarded the bus and left for Pace Bene. The guys in the bus including me,  were singing, enjoying already. Reach Pace Bene and immediately evryone went and check who are their roommates. Not long after we left our stuff in our rooms we were asked to go up to the hall. praise and worship, ice-breaking, session with the starring, Father Simon. he rocks, man. I love him, i love him. i think i should cut this short. Over all the camp was FANTASTIC, in evryway. evrything they plan was just "perfecto". Father Simon put it was "global class", i couldn't agree more. 3 days went in just a snap, seriously, a SNAP i tell you! I was also a "Transformate" in the camp, luigi, brandon they all were like showing me they have this wristband thing and i dint have one, i thought everyone was suppose to have one. so i went and ask some of the cores to give me one. manatau ada kerja mau buat if you're a transform-mate.

It was FUN FUN FUN. I really dint expect they were going to put the "transformed" banner out, it was a surprise. they also had stickers saying "transformed" to stick on our name tags. for those that couldn't make it, come and join life night, and maybe join us again next year. =)

 adios,

andrew singing off.

wednesday. 13th may.

 I went to school knowing that its Wednesday, and i know Wednesday is going to be a long day. but at the same time I'm excited about the interact meeting. Wednesday is the day we have out co-cum. 1st period, which was suppose to be BM, but our teacher was absent or something. she dint come in, everyone was so happy that it was free period. 3rd period, English class, same thing happened. after recess, there was Moral and add-math. And the last two period, which was physics, the same thing happened, our teacher dint come in.

 Once again the Interact club dint let me down, they came our with this game for us to play. we we're grouped randomly with 6 people in one team. The goal is to pass the volley ball to your team mate that is going to be standing on top of a chair. a person is allowed to move only 3 steps after they have the ball and at the same time you must also defend and stuff. every team played 3 full rounds of the game and after one round we'll be switching opponents. it was a very nice game, everyone went back with their wet shirt as if we have just taken our shower but we had fun though.

Thursday. 14th may.

Puan Goh our beloved chemist teacher dint come in our class. Normally, she would be very punctual and she rarely take offs.Later we found out that she nearly loose one of her finger while she was trying kill the insect on the table and she wasn't aware the there was a pair of scissor right beside the insect. she waked the insect and got herself a very deep cut at the finger. we were shocked. p/s: "puan goh, get well soon. ;D" 

After school, i went for my appointment with my doctor at damai. it was something regarding my sinus. when i was at the prescription counter one of the pharmacist remembered me and said to my mother "wah besar sudah anak kau, dulu kecil kecil." I gave her this look saying "have i seen you or are you trying to be nice." because that was same thing the another pharmacist said to me the last time i wenAt which was a month ago. when i got in the car, i asked my mom who was the pharmacist and how she know me, she told me that the women was there all the while eversince i was a kiddo.  =.=" i dint buy it. ha ha.

My family and I went out for dinner to celebrate their anniversary. I told them a joke nadym told me in school, my mom was the first one to laugh out loud, my father dint get the joke and my siblings were only giggling. i don't think they get my joke either. =.=

Friday (today)

Celebrated teacher's and our patriont's day at school. went to mass help out with the warden because Humanson kep asking me to join, i dint wan to at first but me manage to persuade me. gawd, im so easy to be persuade. After the mass, the ones that helped out during mass was asked to join the guest and teachers for fellowship while the other students were only given some fried rice with a piece of... i mean half piece of chicken wing. Then there was some performance by some of the students. Classes were canceled. weeeee. no homework, exam is next week.  arhhhhh!!!

adios amigos.

till next time blog readers. =)

I'm tired of posting stuff.  but good thing I'm bored now.

So it was my last night tutoring physics at Mr. Wong's place. hes a very funny guy, but the thing is i don't understand a thing hes teaching. so I've decided to switch a tutor. okay forget bout the tutoring stuff. On the last night of physic's tuition, i was still considering whether to change my tutor because i told Leland about it and he tried his best to convince me not to go. because if i leave he will have no one to talk to in tuition. i was thinking and trying to make up my mind whether to change or not. i dint really focus much on what Mr. Wong was crapping. I was too busy considering.

The class went on as usual, dint expect much would happen except listening to all the complicated theories he came out with, which i can never understand. All of a sudden, a gigantic moth, or was a... i don't know what was it, lets just call it an insect. A big one. It was flying in the room, i think it was cool to see such insect in a house flying but one of the girl was screaming and yelling like she was seeing a bear, tiger or something. The look on her face looks like she was going to cry. Leland and I was laughing the whole time. It flew onto a girl's shirt, the girl got it off her and it went some where a hid. after a while, it came out again and it started to fly between our legs. Leland's cousin, which is the biggest dude in the class suddenly jumped off his chair because the insect flew between his legs, and maybe somehow the insect touched his leg or something. 

He did this yell that was so funny and couldnt help it but to laugh. the girls that was behind Leland and me thinks hes cute. i mean he is cute but hes a very big dude, and most probably big dudes has bigger guts. Am I correct?

This was the picture of the insect. its as long as middle finger and when it flies, the eyes glows. O.O

I told the Mr. Wong that if i were to have biology project or something that wants us to bring in gigantic bugs and stuff, i would come to his house to find those insects. He was laughing when i told him that. He thought i was only kidding.